* Welcome *
to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
THE LOOK
Stephen kissed me in the spring,
Robin in the fall,
But Colin only looked at me
And never kissed at all.
Stephen's kiss was lost in jest,
Robin's lost in play,
But the kiss in Colin's eyes
Haunts me night and day.
Sara Teasdale
was wonderful but expensive i must say...
but overall experience is excellent!!
1st time drive travelling...
according to the free langkawi roughly drawn map, we manage to find most of the places of interest that we planned to go..
:)
it has been raining nearly everyday in sgp
hopefully it is not happening in langkawi
y?
well, i am going there by night bus tonight.....
heheh..
its our anniversary
me and my dear dear
2nd anniversary
;P
looking forward to this trip
i have been working like mad this few days in order to collect a few day off..
i dun mind if it is raining cos i can really have a good rest later in the hotel....
going to pack my bag now..
hopefully i will get all the wonderful photo to post when i am back...
ciao..
it happenned on new year day
i just woke up from my sleep..
still blur blur..
saw the digital camera..
took it out from the bag and switch it on..
admiring the fireworks shots and video and smilling away..
it was new year...
a brand new beginning...
ok..
let me check how much memory was left in this card,
i might wanna download it if it was near-full capacity
*press* *press* *press* *yawn* * press* *yawn* *pressssssss*
OOOOPPPPPPSSSSS....
i press the wrong button..
can't believe my eyes..
the screen read "DELETED-ALL"
*smack head* *smack smack smack*
i deleted all my beautiful firework shots and video...
stupid head....
stupid stupid stupid....
sad sad sad..
blame it on myself...
sob sob sob...
the only thing i can tell myself that moment was..
"nevermind...luckily i was there yesterday to enjoy the live fireworks..
the only regrets: i can't download it and share it with my family and friends, ermm, nevermind la.. i am sure u all wun mind hor.. heheheh"
p/s: that is y u did not see me posting photos on the fantastic, magnificant, fabulous fireworks lor.. sigh...the only thing left was the photo on floating objects which was taken in the previous memory card
my new year resolution #3:
DO NOT mess around with my camera when i am in half-asleep-half-awake mode
this is where we had our dinner.. it was quite nice think we are too excited to really taste cos.. NEW YEAR IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.... after the dinner, we went to where everybody else is going.... the esplanade... here we are surrounded by thousands of people most of them were waiting for the fireworks and countdown.. well, this was the purpose i was there too that day... while waiting, i took some random shots... some of them have wishes written on it.. mainly, it is use for deco.. spotlights with different color make the floating object an interesting look we waited for about 2 hrs as we reached there early... as what we had prepare for.. its getting more amd more crowded... by the time it was 11pm, it was nearly static human traffic.. nobody can moves... and there come the fireworks.. it was beautiful it was magnificant it was marvellous it was fun it was everything i can ever think of... i am satisfied i am contented i am happy to celebrate my new year with dear dear by my side with firewoks exploded just in front of my own eyes no one was blocking cos we are standing near the railing of the river.. the 2 hours of waiting was paid off.. handsomely!!! :-p satisfied, we went back... mrt was stuffed with people.. the street was so overly crowded.. we find it very difficult to look for a way cos everywhere was people, people, people... we manage to find a way and took a bus after 1 hour of walking and huddling finally, we reached home at about 3 am in the morning... satisfied and tired.. the rest was just sleep, sleep and sleep... :)
after my work,
i changed and proceed to have dinner
somewhere in town
where the fireworks will be lighted up..
there are a lot of balloon-like objects floating in sgp river..
a bigger picture on how's the river was like that night...
i was so excited!!!
so excited!!excited!!
it was new year eve...
i am lucky to have a new year eve day shift...
which mean, i still have to work on that day..
from 7 am to 8pm..
then..
then....
then..
then...
i am free to go wherever i wanna go...
yeah...
yeah...
hahah..
*chuckle*
*chuckle*
on new year eve:
today is...
today is my sentence day..
my manager is on duty today..
just waiting for her to come,
open her mouth and roar at my mistake..
lecture me loudly in front of everybody..
making me look like a 3 year-old kid that did something wrong..
setting me as an example which is a no-no-no to follow at...
patiently, i waited for THE time for her to report her duty
gulp...
gulp..
gulp..
1300:
i saw her coming in..
she went to her office..
i quietly follows..
she saw me..
i nearly got choked
somehow or rather,
i gather my strength and talked to her
me: sister, i came here for my death sentence
her: ya.. i wan to kill you already!!!
me: sorry...
her: feel like bbq-ing you
then, started the CONVERTION..
but suprisingly, she din shout...
she din embarrass me in front of everybody..
she just ask me what happen..
ask me to be careful next time,
do not put myself into hot soup..
that's it!!
signature on my counselling form..
off i went...
ermm..
frankly, this is not wat i have expected,
mayb i am prepared for the worst in most of the situation..
well, i dunno..
but my new year resolution for sure..
not to make any careless mistake anymore...
this is my 2nd counselling session..
i do not wish for more definitely..
i had enuv..
please let me have a smooth year in my work in the coming year..
please...............
i went back to work
everything went on smoothly
UNTIL....
her: Low!
me: yes?!
her: y din u do discharge in the comp?
me: i am busy sister..
her: everybody is busy.can't u just log on for siti? she doesnot have the password but you have!!! (she started shouting)
well. i dun remeber the rest of the conversation
but one thing for sure..
i was fuming
i din shout but i answered back
i raised my voice
then she was really fed up with me..
her: how can u talk to me like this? i am your supervisor...
i have no choice...
but to apologized....
frankly, this is my 1st time flare up in my work in front of my supervisor..
and ITS NEW YEAR EVE!!!!!
i regretted after that..
thinking that i was fuming as well..
at the same time, she sound so accusive..
before i went for the new year countdown,
i talked to her..
saying sorry again..
of cos she was shocked and disappointed cos i raised my voice..
i din say anything else..
just wish her happy new year...
my new year resolution #2
do not raise my voice at work...
eventhough i am in the right but this is nit the way to communicate..
i learned my lesson..
do not loss my temper eventhough i have right to do..
it is just better that i stay low and quiet..
can avoid a lot of troubles and commotion
:)
it was christmas day...
i did a careless mistake...
nothing major happen
vital signs stable
only that i need to write a report about it..
blamed it on myself
mayb i am not concentrating...
mayb i am not careful enuv..
mayb i am not meant to be a nurse....
mayb....
well, i am waiting for my supervisor to blast it on me..
i am just waiting..
for that day when she is on duty...
i wun be meeting her this few days..
gulp...
just pray hard..
but i learnt from it...
unpeace mind for 4 days..
a real suffering...
hope it will be my last mistake...
will concentrate on what i will be doing next time...
will not make any careless mistake in the future...
my new year resolution....
the human crowd outside mrt station.. on the way for the christmas countdown.. some of them look at us as some of us started shouting merry christmas to them and waving our arms like mad people dying to be one of the ms universe contestant... :-p a bigger pic on m&m deco for christmas... spraying foam in the air.just like snowing in the christmas!! but the weather is rather hot that day..luckily we r in a topless bus.. as the bus moves, we got some air and breathe.. hahah this is when we saw a big crowd.. tot is was free at 1st but we end up paying $10 perperson in order to get on that bus.. anyway, no regrets...got a nice view from top and do not need to squeeze ourselves thru the crowd in order to enjoy the christmas mood and light up.. some different experience... a building full of christmas deco using m&m chocolate as a theme.. yummy!! this is only a part of it ler..
snow all over....
our mc in the bus was definitely the victim of the foam spraying party here..
pity him thou but it was christmas eh..
i am sure he dun mind..
plus i am not the one who sprayed at him..
i am only responsible for this taken pic..
hahah
another photo of the 'happening' orchard road..
even the police have to be there to make sure everything is ok.. from human traffic to car traffic.. i am glad to be on the bus observing all the scene there and not to be one of them that stuck in the human traffic jam... heheheh...
the traffic jam and light up in orchard road
everybody is so excited. some of them do really dressed up for christmas.. it was a very happy moment!!!!!... ;p
this was my 1st christmas celebration in my life..
in the past, christmas day was like some other day in my life..
i can work in my hosp or sleep in my room whole day..
i do not know how to appreciate the magic of that special day..
but somehow or rather,i felt it this year.. the magic in christmas!!!
1st: was the shopping
then: one of my very good fren, aaron came and celebrate with us
coincidently: i was given a day off during christmas eve eventhough i was scheduled to be workng that day (less patient thus i can have my day off!!!! have to thanks my nursing manager for 'releasing' me that day :-p )
on christmas eve:
1st was the sightseeing with aaron, since he was new to sgp, need to show him around... not that i am very good in directions but luckily dear dear was free to bring us around.. hahahah...
then was the buffet dinner. had a sumptous dinner in doby ghout. errmm.. dinner was quite ok but it was the company that count. had a wonderful time talking and joking while enjoying different variaty of food :)
after that: was the most unforgetable event that marked my 1st christmas celebration!!!
we went to ochard road for a walk as there was christmas light up along the road..
as we walked a long the road, we saw a group of people eagerly q-ing up for something. being the kpc in the group, i asked them what was it all about...
ok! i got the answer, they r q-ing for the christmas light-up hippo bus tour ( hipo bus=double storey topless bus )
after much hesitation and dicussion, we decided to join them eventhough it cost a bit... but let me say that it was really a very unforgetable experiance :)
happy and contented. we was on the 'topless' bus for about 45 minutes.. we waved to the people on the street as thou we were ms and mr universe.. hahah.. from the top, we can really see the light up and the amount of people on the street..
the best thing was, other passenger bought foam spray and they was spraying like mad.. eventhough we did not join them , but the wind direction did not side us then, sometimes, the foam 'kena' us as well.. it was ok.. we dun mind cos christmas have to be like that ma..
hahah. after the tour, we went back instead of countdown, we did not want to stuck in the MRT cos the people jam was unbelievable... furthermore, i need to be on duty on the next day.. i do not mind cos i had celebrated my 1ST christmas ler.. in the future, i must learn how to enjoy christmas..
:)
i told myself,
must finish my 2005 blog by today!!!!
back dated it cos quite a lot of things happened during the end of the year,
happy
unhappy
exciting
regretting
.........
:)
but anyway..
happy new year
gemini
chatty, friendly, emotional
* Loves *chocolate, musics, friends, travelling
most of all:enjoy life
* Hates *cowards, creepy-crawlers
* Wishlist *i wish for a never-have-to-pay-back credit card!