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to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
just recovered from my guiltiness
and right afterthat..
was my appraisal form filling time
frankly speaking,
i really need time to recompose myself after all this incident thingy
when our supervisor pass us the stack of paper,
telling us to rate ourself on our duty,
and have to return that stack of forms to her tommorrow,
i was really stunned,
at that point of time,
the only thing that i was thinking
"3 incident in 6 months"
careless mistakes here and there..
hmm..
my head was throbbing hard
my heart felt a sharp pinch of pain
how am i able to rate myself???
i stare blankly at the appraisal forms..
decide to chuck it aside 1st...
next step:
approached my manager
told her that i need time to get over my mistakes..
and then rate myself,
i promised to leave the forms for her in 2 days time
i then concentrate on my duty
praying hard not to make any more mistakes
practically, after all the incidents,
i cannot even trust myself..
i was always under a lot of stress..
trying real hard not to make anymore mistakes..
i really couldn't 4give myself if i happen to make another mistake!!!
arrgghhh....
after 2 days of recomposing,
i finally filled up my appraisal forms....
sigh....
this few days,
god have been very good to me..
giving me opportunity to work with super super nice colleagues
at least, working with them,
i feel more comfortable and supported..
gemini
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* Loves *chocolate, musics, friends, travelling
most of all:enjoy life
* Hates *cowards, creepy-crawlers
* Wishlist *i wish for a never-have-to-pay-back credit card!
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