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Friday, July 28, 2006

the uncertainty

everybody have been asking: when r u going to leave the ward?

frankly, i dun even know..
all i know is i have another one more year of bond.
just b4 the bond finishes, i tot of going to icu just to hav a bit of hands-on thus i told my manager during my appraisal last may that i wanna go icu to take a look...

but now, it seems like going into icu means spending another 2 yrs in singapore.
the reason is: my manager told me, i were to send there for a month, b4 i decide to enrol in their inhouse icu training course which will last for 8 months, on top of that, i have to add on another year of bond, so altogether, if i decided to stay in icu, i have to prolonged my bond for at least another 2 yrs...

b4 tat, i tot of going overseas for a different working experience, but now, if this is the case, everything have to be put on hold..i dunno know when is the exact date that i will be send to icu, my manager told me it will be in oct, since the course will start in november. i am reluctant to enrol in the in house training cos it will require another year bond.

i dun even know whether i will survive in the icu for a week or not..i try to bargain with my manager, with the hope that she will send me there earlier, but she refuses.. think the only thing i can do now is to wait and wait lar..

hope i can survive my seperation anxiety also, working with my present colleagues for nearly 2 years, now that i have to leave, a bit heart ache ler...sob sob sob.and hopefully, the new environment will be a pleasant one eventhough i will not put too high of expectation on it. it will be overwhelming for me.. all the new

colleagues
environment
practices
routine
politics
expectations
doctors
drug dosage
drug name
machines
etc.........

nevermind lor, i will treat it as my biggest challenges tat i have ever had....

# shout out by chen | 13:48

3 Comments:

i hate the tot that u're leaving.. *sobbz*

but i wish you all the best!

By Jingyi, at 4:53 PM, July 28, 2006
thanks very much..hopefully i can survive the heavy thyphoon out there..sigh..

By chen, at 4:56 PM, July 28, 2006
Greets to the webmaster of this wonderful site. Keep working. Thank you.
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By Anonymous, at 8:36 AM, August 17, 2006