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to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
to the chronicles of event that happened in my life
filled with challenges
filled with suprises
filled with expectations
filled with fantasies
i was on duty today
in fact,
i am on duty everyday for the past 5 days
and my assignment is not in ICU
but in children step down unit
they are not as ill
just normal general patient with heart problem
ocassional desaturated, but generally stable
so i din learn much this few days
just doing some routine work tat i hav already know
but today is a special day
it is mother's day
well, my mother pass away long long time ago
when i am 3 years plus
so i genereally do not hav any memory re: my mother
some memories that i remember might not be real memories if u know wat i mean
it might be from dreams or imagination
well, i am not sure which is which..
there is a long term patient that u nursed today
he hav been here since he was born
becos of multiple congenital heart problem
he was not fit for discharge and family's not confident enuv to manage him at home with the frequent suctioning and oxygen therapy
early in the morning,
both the parent came to see him
i went in the room to feed the patient after they had left
on top of the cupboard, i saw an open card..
it was written by his father
it sound like this
"mummy, happy mother's day,
i ask daddy to write you this card
as i was too young to do so
i know you loves me very much
you must be very patient
i will get better one day
GOD visited me everyday
He tells me He loves me very much
He have plans for me
so mummy, you dun have to worry about me
i promise you, i will grow up to be a good boy
i....................................."
i saw the card
i felt the tears at the back of my throat
i forced myself to swallowed it
i...............................
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