tat day
i finally tell her about him
she listened to me carefully
in a way
she was shocked to find out the truth
cos she never notice
she never know about it
anyway
in fact
not many people know bout it
if she did not come over to my house tat day
for an-overnight-heart-to-heart-talking-session
dun think so i will tell her tat much
she told me
i am surprised
but nonetheless
i wish u all the best
and
i really hope that the special relationship will sustain
in my heart, i told myself
well
i still can envision
that
both,
his child and my child
will be good friends
just like us!
:)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
however,
i am doubtful now
the last time i went back to kl
i can feel his hesistency to share
i can feel his tiredness
i know he is strained
but he did not tell me anything
is he isolating himself?
or our distance have grew so far tat he can't confide in me anymore?
is he shouldering everything he hav in mind alone?
or maybe
i should say
the belief of
US
having married-with -kids-gathering-session in the future will be shattered?
i really do not know
************
i am just concerned
whenever i wanted to have a conversation with him
he sounds like that i am forcing him to talk to me
he will end up......
speechless
*shrug shrug*Labels: frenship, thought
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